Monday, August 31, 2009

Staring at the sea at east coast park makes me feel alot like the sea and yet also quite confused and yet also strangely peaceful... Cause when i look at the sea i feel like on top it looks calm and peaceful yet inside it's quite a jumble of mess... deep inside and hard to tell... and yeah looking at it enojoying the sea breeze it looks so calm and collected at the same time.... ever flowing never stopping...

FairyTales are beautiful lies ; {6:44 AM}
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

*sighs* finally UT is over... it has been really hectic for me... on a constant roller coaster of ups and downs.... Late night sleeping... brain meltdown + crash.... and my emotional state of mind being very unstable and feeling very stressed up.... Thks to Kay and Niz who helped me mug for my science and maths... (tat is if kay sees this post this goes to you) It hasn't been an easy ride for me... Ask the friends around me when i studied... i was like uber crazy... Very close to overstressing myself to the point of breaking.... Worried so much for my UTs. One hectic ride + i had work which was to prepare my student for his exams... I dozed off quite a few times in the day during tat period... and just right before my studying of my UTs emotions and *......* was being very hard on me... it was so hard to focus and i was thinking bad stuff again... Anyway all those over already... however new problems will come eventually... one of them will be fitting in again with my new sem2 class.... for now enjoy the hols and grind like mad on latale... XDDD

FairyTales are beautiful lies ; {8:08 AM}
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Thursday, August 20, 2009

Getting tired... really really mentally tired....

FairyTales are beautiful lies ; {2:02 AM}
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Sunday, August 16, 2009

Sem 1 is ending... i wonder will things be as turbulent as they are in sem 2? haiz...

FairyTales are beautiful lies ; {1:09 AM}
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Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Confused really really confused and i do not know what is the path i'm taking anymore >.<

FairyTales are beautiful lies ; {6:15 PM}
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Saturday, August 01, 2009

Haiz today was such a weird day XD... I lost my wallet which contains my nric (identity card), hse keys and atm card and i missed the national day preview. On the other hand i saw the president car drive past, saw the planes fly pass and saw the helicopters carrying the nationaly day flag live. Weird aint it... haiz...

FairyTales are beautiful lies ; {6:02 AM}
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